What is the low point? What is rock bottom?
I think i've hit it so many times. over and over again i'll think this is it, this is the second I forget him, that i quit the rush i get simply by breathing his air. I promise myself that i'll quit getting high off of his being, and once my head clears of the thc and my blood clears of the liquor, i come to my senses. Until I'm in the same state of mind again...
And then there's a low point... There's a low point where you hit rock bottom. For me, that was tonight, moderately intoxicated too.
There's comes a time, when there's either a sentence, or a phrase, or look that makes you know it's rock bottom.
For me that hit when he referred to her as his girlfriend. Not his ex, not his on and off, his girlfriend.
Is there a more clear sign out there?
Meanwhile what am I doing? Convincing myself that it can maybe magically work out some time... Maybe somehow in a land far far away this would happen. And maybe somehow sometime i will have my happy ending
See fairytales don't exist, mainly because prince charming is a fucking idiot.
In my case prince charming is chasing the evil step sister, while cinderella is here ruining her make up because of him.
Is there a point lower than this?
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