Para Para Paradise

I've always been fascinated with the greek gods. So why not choose one every time I end a post to tell you guys what mood I'm in at the time I wrote the post, look at my last one, yes, I'm still there.

Today was a very productive day. As a modern woman in her early twenties, finding a cheap wine that tastes like you're sitting a napa winery sipping on $700 bottles of wine is definitely in my top 3 lists of best things that can ever happen to me.

Another minor detail that might have made today special was that I might have potentially taken half a step into getting my life together as an adult. In case you were wondering how I reached that conclusion, here's a picture of my table right now:

See, in the past 6 moths I have cut contact with everyone I grew up with, was cut off and almost disowned by my parents, fell more than .5 in my GPA, gone almost $6K in credit card debt, lost any girl friends I've had, lost my job, started smoking, gained 20 pounds, gained a new group of the most dysfunctional guy friends ever, and fell in love with one of them.
Who is in love with someone else.
Who I'm sure is the love of my life.
Who I see and fall more in love with on a daily basis.
Who consumes my every thought.
Who has absolutely no fuckn clue about anything right now.

As you can tell I was much in need of getting my life together.

-XOXO
currently wishing he would text me and come over
ALGEA